Am I not missing to you?

© Duddi Mai 2009

The grave is really deep
It’s really dark
And you dug it for me
In life…

Am I not missing to you?

You dug me a deep dark grave
In place of your love and embrace
And I have to make do with that darkness
As you won’t have anything to do with me

Denial and Betrayal…
Foolish little girl, stupid little girl
You’re just an obligation…
He will flee, for unknown reasons

Hey!! Am I not missing to you?

Oh these walls, these walls you’ve raised
Let me in, let me in.
Let me break them down for you
And I promise to forgive your mistakes.

I see you everywhere, and it hurts
As I know it’s not you and it stings
Every day it stings, it’s so sad
Am I not right to be mad?

Because I’m mad at you, I’m damn mad at you!
What happened that you didn’t choose me?
Can’t you see I’m missing?

Am I not missing to you?

Am I not lost?

I have tried haven’t I?
So goodbye
I can’t fight it anymore so I’ll let it be
You’ll just never get to know me…